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Wednesday, November 10, 2010 I'm starting to have phobia for food nehz. (-_-)" Now whenever I sees food, I will need quite a lot of courage to pick up the utensils to start eating. Even if I eat, my heart is always thumping like as though it's so so so loud that I can hear it nehz. Somehow some parts of me seems to be afraid of food which I'm going to take in. (>_<) I guess is because of the "trauma" which I had few days back. The "tortures" of the needle poking into my arms... The seems like countless bags of drips... The giddiness which I had in hospital due to low blood pressure... The injections... The umpteen time of vomiting and diarrhea which makes my legs wobbly and somehow lost my sense of judgement to walk straight alone... Etc. Now I am extremely precise and careful in whatever I eat and drink. I will really think very very hard whether I should eat or drink it and what are the consequences of eating or drinking it. Even if I pluck up my courage to eat, I will try to take very minimal amount / portion of it. Reason being afraid and scare that history will repeat itself. *tOuChEd wOoD* I am so so so scare nehz. So scare till it somehow had instill a fear in me nehz. Haiz... I think sooner or later I will be back like a skinny bone. I'm eating lesser and lesser food each day. And don't really dare to drink alot water too. *pOuTs* I guess I had lost a few kilos of weight already. (T_T) Anyway, good news is I'm finally going back to work tomorrow. (^_^) After more than a week of MCs since last Tuesday till today... People, please pray for me that I will be back in pink health again. And everything from tomorrow onwards will be fine and smooth-sailing for me again... *wIsHiNg uPoN a StAr* 9:44 PM |
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